I'd already made the choice by the time I could tell them, but yeah. [...] I think they would've let me make my own decisions even if they didn't agree. It's always been that way.

And even though I had time to tell her, I didn't want to. I wanted to spend as much time with her and the others as I could before I left.

[this is more than he actually planned on telling raven, period, but he's definitely had time to come to terms with these things over the course of this competition.]

...was it the same for you? [raven has mentioned he's died but admittedly he still doesn't quite know much about his whole. everything.]